How to Choose?

I'm stuck between falling back and moving forward
This line stands before me and don't know what I'm going towards
Motivational mind; it's taking its course
Having nothing to say but still feeling no remorse
Fluently, my words come out of me
Questionable thoughts is the pain you refuse to see
As I put my pen on the paper, these thoughts just come out
The visual side is just a mirror of what it's all about

Time to Vent

"...Woke up this morning and text this in my phone..after I read what I wrote, I figure I dedicate this to ....someone who needs a minute"

Wake the **** up its a new start

You're gonna miss it

Wait what? Wait a minute, you got this whole thing twisted

I'm not ready to vent

But then again I just realized how my days are actually spent

I don't wanna let go of what was said

Or this frustration that's stuck in my head

Ticktock ticktock, you're gonna be late

What's the big deal? Why do you hesitate?

Can't believe you won't change

Its not about change, my thoughts just needs to be rearranged

How does that happen? Can you give me a hint?

You WAKE UP and breathe

instead of wasting your day simply by napping

Emotionally caught up and things just happen

But as we lose control

We ask ourselves

Just how the hell am I suppose to...let things go?

"Find My Way"

I actually drew this when I was about 14 in high school. The theme of the project was called "Our Past, My Future." I got the idea of dividing two different worlds into one.

The outside of the box has these faces that represent everyone who judges you. Because of these judgements, it's hard to see past it because creates a brick wall that blocks your path.

Inside the box, it shows my future. it shows the wall being broken apart and being able to see past it all. At the end of the path, it shows the things that i like to do and in a way, these things help me move on.